What do you want from me ?

What do you want from me,

naked and blessed with a lovely face,

kiss me then,

a healing smile.

Push me against the wall

but make me happy and

I will give you my all.

Clothing scattered,

my emotions tattered.

But I still allow you to have your way,

winding and turning,

this way and that.

When will I learn not to fall

at each caress,

each word you throw at me loosely I grasp

and hoard it inside me,

for one day you won't be there.

I await that day

while caring more,

than I should.

Why do we give ourselves,

only to suffer once again,

the pain.

Broken in mind and soul,

they; my friends cajole,

to bring me out of the despair I'm in.

I can never win.

I want the agony and I want the hurt,

to make me hate falling in love,

over and over with you.

February 2010.